Episode 8: Just Breathe...

[Fei]

[Fei]

Soooo after I dropped my phone, I would have talked about Craig and how he basically tried to bring me the same deal to me that he had with Ryan and Chris. He wants a "cross-tribal." Something unexpected.

I totes get it. And really, I DO like Craig, and his voice is mega dreamy. However, in terms of my priority list, he is not up there. We'll just have to see.

[Fei]

Backstory: My friends and I have a name for this phenomenon. Whenever there's a big group pic I end up in or near the middle. We've dubbed this phenomenon "Fei Nucleus"

Evidence 

[10:48:32 PM] elizabeth.fei: like nothing could happen 

[10:48:58 PM] elizabeth.fei: like doing the math. nobody can get majority without pulling in me, or someone else i really trust 

[10:49:06 PM] elizabeth.fei: unless they have the idol and i know where that is 

[10:50:33 PM] Dave: right 

[10:50:44 PM] Dave: omg I see your real strategy now 

[10:50:49 PM] elizabeth.fei: what 

[10:50:50 PM] elizabeth.fei: WHAT 

[10:50:54 PM] elizabeth.fei: tell me what it is 

[10:50:58 PM] elizabeth.fei: so i can talk about it in my confesh 

[10:53:27 PM] Dave: #feinucleus 

[10:53:30 PM] elizabeth.fei: OMG 

[10:53:33 PM] elizabeth.fei: TRUE 

[10:53:36 PM] Dave: hahahaha\

[Fei]

Craig is also in there somewhere but I couldn't fit him in the pic. Artistic license ok?

[Fei]

This is proving to be a lonnnng round because of everyone's busy schedules. This is good and bad. More time to socialize, yes, but also more time for paranoia to sink in with no opportunity to take action in either direction.

The more I think about it, the more I feel like Quintz is just trying to make me feel super safe so that I don't stray. However, every reassurance I get is "dedication to you 4." No "I have your back" no "we should be final 2" just continual assurances that I'm on the bottom of the 5. Now, do I think they're being mostly genuine about sticking together? Probably yes, which in the grand scheme of things would get me the illustrious "Glory Spot" but not exactly what I'm going for at this point.

I don't know, I keep weighing the pro and cons. If I flip now, do I risk retaliation from Joey and Alyx (assuming the target is Ryan) later on? Or, will they stick with me if I blame Dave for idol usage?

Or, am I being completely oblivious to some sort of other alliance going on here? Like, if I'm right about a Joey/Alyx pair, are they, as we speak, trying to pull in Nicole via Joey, and Dave via Alyx to turn against Chris or me? I feel like it's pretty unlikely, but still a possibility

[Fei]

PS. In this video I say how all I want is to make jury. That's sort of half true and half not. Like, of course, I feel like making jury would be an amazing improvement over my last game however I am not gonna let that be the be all end all of my game!