Post by Fei on Oct 3, 2014 7:35:03 GMT -8
There are two (or more) sides to every story...
I am grateful to have built stronger relationships with good friends like Dave and Rico and also thankful to have had a chance to actually play with people who, y'know, like me? (I hope) Particular want to shout out to Quintz, probably one of the most entertaining alliances I ever had the privilege to be a part of (though, not the most creatively named, that prize goes to my Crab People alliance in Chronicles 5).
I am so grateful to Sandy and Samm the production team and the iSurv1vor community for giving me the chance to show you the kind of player that I am. I know I may not have been as active as others. I know I may not have played the most cut throat or "big moves" game. I may haven't been a challenge beast (though I don't think I did too bad for the most part?) I know that my #badinternet (seriously NEVER had this problem playing an ORG ever) may have, at times, been a nuisance to deal with. But gosh darnit, I tried so so hard and I felt like I was authentic as I could be.
That's sorta the great thing I realized about being in the minority so long. I never had to worry about alliance management I could just be myself, be open about my friendships and what I was thinking. And damn, that's fucking freeing. The thing I am most bitter about is not being able to continue that authenticity as I was voted out.
I know that I may not ever be an integral part of the isurv1vor "family" or ever win player of the season or hall of fame or glory spot or any number of the random accolades that people show with pride but I hope, if nothing else, I was able to give people a different perspective on me as a player and a person. I certainly feel a different perspective too.
I am grateful to have built stronger relationships with good friends like Dave and Rico and also thankful to have had a chance to actually play with people who, y'know, like me? (I hope) Particular want to shout out to Quintz, probably one of the most entertaining alliances I ever had the privilege to be a part of (though, not the most creatively named, that prize goes to my Crab People alliance in Chronicles 5).
I am so grateful to Sandy and Samm the production team and the iSurv1vor community for giving me the chance to show you the kind of player that I am. I know I may not have been as active as others. I know I may not have played the most cut throat or "big moves" game. I may haven't been a challenge beast (though I don't think I did too bad for the most part?) I know that my #badinternet (seriously NEVER had this problem playing an ORG ever) may have, at times, been a nuisance to deal with. But gosh darnit, I tried so so hard and I felt like I was authentic as I could be.
That's sorta the great thing I realized about being in the minority so long. I never had to worry about alliance management I could just be myself, be open about my friendships and what I was thinking. And damn, that's fucking freeing. The thing I am most bitter about is not being able to continue that authenticity as I was voted out.
I know that I may not ever be an integral part of the isurv1vor "family" or ever win player of the season or hall of fame or glory spot or any number of the random accolades that people show with pride but I hope, if nothing else, I was able to give people a different perspective on me as a player and a person. I certainly feel a different perspective too.