My convo with HLC last night. I felt HORRIBLE (ps next confessional to come):
[8/13/2014 4:19:53 PM] Heather Cameron: who are you voting for?
[8/13/2014 4:39:28 PM] Heather Cameron: I heard something and I am NOT happy.
[8/13/2014 4:53:25 PM] Heather Cameron: Sassy?
[8/13/2014 4:57:44 PM] Heather Cameron: sassafrass?
[8/13/2014 5:50:22 PM] Heather Cameron: Sassy?
[8/13/2014 5:55:24 PM] Heather Cameron: I'd like to talk to you if you'd like to talk to me.
[8/13/2014 5:55:54 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : Hi sorry I was out
[8/13/2014 5:56:04 PM] Heather Cameron: I know what you guys are thinking.
[8/13/2014 5:56:19 PM] Heather Cameron: Alex told me.
[8/13/2014 5:56:30 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... :
[8/13/2014 5:56:41 PM] Heather Cameron: why me?
[8/13/2014 5:56:49 PM] Heather Cameron: darn it, I do not deserve it.
[8/13/2014 5:58:09 PM] Heather Cameron: I have three reasons why I shouldn't be the one to go.
[8/13/2014 5:58:21 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : Whats your reasons
[8/13/2014 5:59:09 PM] Heather Cameron: I stayed up til after 1 to help, I found the last bag when nobody else was able to, and I made sure we did the challenge properly.
[8/13/2014 6:00:37 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : I really appreciate you staying up it was great that you did that didn't go unnoticed! But we all stayed up, and I found bags too!
[8/13/2014 6:00:42 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : It's a hard vote
[8/13/2014 6:01:06 PM] Heather Cameron: then help us vote for someone else.
[8/13/2014 6:01:28 PM] Heather Cameron: how do you know Allan and Jacob won't turn on you?
[8/13/2014 6:01:40 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : Who r u thinking tho
[8/13/2014 6:02:39 PM] Heather Cameron: Jacob hasn't talked to me at all since we became
Remus.
[8/13/2014 6:02:51 PM] Heather Cameron: but Alex wants Allan out.
[8/13/2014 6:03:28 PM] Heather Cameron: who would you be down for?
[8/13/2014 6:03:54 PM] Heather Cameron: Sassy, do you honestly think they'll keep you as the game goes on?
[8/13/2014 6:04:40 PM] Heather Cameron: there's a reason Allan and Jacob won, you know.
[8/13/2014 6:05:02 PM] Heather Cameron: I mean, I personally like you.
[8/13/2014 6:05:08 PM] Heather Cameron: and so does Alex.
[8/13/2014 6:05:51 PM] Heather Cameron: I mean...we could help each other, you know?
[8/13/2014 6:05:58 PM] Heather Cameron: we girls are the minority.
[8/13/2014 6:06:46 PM] Heather Cameron: I mean, crap, do you really want Allan or Jacob to win again?
[8/13/2014 6:06:47 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : I like you too heather
[8/13/2014 6:07:03 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : I loooove Alex so much
[8/13/2014 6:07:12 PM] Heather Cameron: then why not help us dethrone the old winners?
[8/13/2014 6:07:30 PM] Heather Cameron: if we don't, who will?
[8/13/2014 6:08:13 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : I feel like everyone's gonna be mad at me no matter what I do
[8/13/2014 6:08:20 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : And I hate it
[8/13/2014 6:08:26 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : It's such a shitty feeling
[8/13/2014 6:08:30 PM] Heather Cameron: I'm sorry
[8/13/2014 6:08:33 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : Like I feel sick to my stomach
[8/13/2014 6:08:37 PM] Heather Cameron: so do I
[8/13/2014 6:08:42 PM] Heather Cameron: do you think I wanna go?
[8/13/2014 6:09:00 PM] Heather Cameron: but seriously.
[8/13/2014 6:09:10 PM] Heather Cameron: do you want Allan and Jacob to win again?
[8/13/2014 6:10:14 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : These ppl r my friends who I talk to every day like all of them and its hard to look at it as a game
[8/13/2014 6:10:15 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : Like
[8/13/2014 6:10:20 PM] Heather Cameron: if we don't do something now...they could.
[8/13/2014 6:10:38 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : I can't go against Alex cuz if it wasn't for him he's a huge reason y I am where I am today in life
[8/13/2014 6:10:53 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : And y I started feeling comfortable and I know I can trust him
[8/13/2014 6:10:59 PM] Heather Cameron: hey
[8/13/2014 6:11:04 PM] Heather Cameron: Alex is my buddy too
[8/13/2014 6:11:07 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : I met Allan
[8/13/2014 6:11:11 PM] Heather Cameron: we have that in common.
[8/13/2014 6:11:11 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : It's soooo hard
[8/13/2014 6:11:20 PM] Heather Cameron: okay
[8/13/2014 6:11:31 PM] Heather Cameron: what about Jacob?
[8/13/2014 6:12:11 PM] Heather Cameron: but Alex is probably gonna cry if I go.
[8/13/2014 6:12:33 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : Where would that leave me after this vote tho?
[8/13/2014 6:12:38 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : Allan would hate me
[8/13/2014 6:13:20 PM] Heather Cameron: he's not the only one in the tribe
[8/13/2014 6:13:21 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : I would be next
[8/13/2014 6:13:27 PM] Heather Cameron: who said?
[8/13/2014 6:13:42 PM] Heather Cameron: did I say that?
[8/13/2014 6:14:23 PM] Heather Cameron: who said you would be next?
[8/13/2014 6:14:45 PM] Heather Cameron: I didn't say that
[8/13/2014 6:14:50 PM] Heather Cameron: Alex didn't say that.
[8/13/2014 6:14:52 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : Noo one
[8/13/2014 6:15:02 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : I just hate
[8/13/2014 6:15:07 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : The thought of
[8/13/2014 6:15:11 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : Making ppl upset
[8/13/2014 6:15:13 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : ;(
[8/13/2014 6:15:20 PM] Heather Cameron: well, I am upset.
[8/13/2014 6:15:36 PM] Heather Cameron: am I not a person too?
[8/13/2014 6:16:23 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : I didn't say you weren't heather. I don't wanna make u upset either. I was just saying this is hard I don't wanna upset anyone
[8/13/2014 6:16:31 PM] Heather Cameron: it is hard
[8/13/2014 6:16:43 PM] Heather Cameron: but why are you letting Allan and Jacob control you?
[8/13/2014 6:17:24 PM] Heather Cameron: you're so much better than that
[8/13/2014 6:18:31 PM] Heather Cameron: Alex and I are better than that too.
[8/13/2014 6:20:13 PM] Heather Cameron: Sassy, seriously...
[8/13/2014 6:20:46 PM] Heather Cameron: do you want Jacob Harpel to win again?
[8/13/2014 6:22:47 PM] Heather Cameron: you should talk to alex
[8/13/2014 6:24:26 PM] Heather Cameron: anyway
[8/13/2014 6:28:02 PM] Heather Cameron: look
[8/13/2014 6:28:04 PM] Heather Cameron: no pressure
[8/13/2014 6:30:30 PM] Heather Cameron: I'm sorry.
[8/13/2014 6:36:57 PM] Heather Cameron: I told you what I was thinking...I'll just leave it alone now and go cry.
[8/13/2014 9:22:35 PM] Heather Cameron: sassy
[8/13/2014 9:25:20 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : hiii
[8/13/2014 9:26:57 PM] Heather Cameron: what's up?
[8/13/2014 9:27:19 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : not much and you/
[8/13/2014 9:27:32 PM] Heather Cameron: not much
[8/13/2014 9:27:37 PM] Heather Cameron: you missed the cry fes
[8/13/2014 9:27:39 PM] Heather Cameron: fest
[8/13/2014 9:27:55 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : im sorry
[8/13/2014 9:27:58 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : i was talkin
[8/13/2014 9:28:02 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : to my friend stephen
[8/13/2014 9:28:09 PM] Heather Cameron: oh fun
[8/13/2014 9:28:24 PM] Heather Cameron: i don't know if there's anything we can do, alex and I
[8/13/2014 9:28:32 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : how u holdin up
[8/13/2014 9:28:47 PM] Heather Cameron: i don't want to give up
[8/13/2014 9:29:13 PM] Heather Cameron: got any ideas?
[8/13/2014 9:29:25 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : i honestly have no idea
[8/13/2014 9:30:00 PM] Heather Cameron: can i ask if you found any muses?
[8/13/2014 9:30:31 PM] Heather Cameron: it doesn't hurt to tell me now.
[8/13/2014 9:31:04 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : some
[8/13/2014 9:31:08 PM] Heather Cameron: really?
[8/13/2014 9:31:14 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : ye
[8/13/2014 9:31:30 PM] Heather Cameron: can you share them?
[8/13/2014 9:31:31 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : u?
[8/13/2014 9:31:39 PM] Heather Cameron: it's not like I can do anything
[8/13/2014 9:31:41 PM] Heather Cameron: one
[8/13/2014 9:31:47 PM] Sassy<3BrianNelson ... : which one
[8/13/2014 9:32:05 PM] Heather Cameron: the esiest one
[8/13/2014 9:32:38 PM] Heather Cameron: it doesn't hurt to tell me now.
[8/13/2014 9:33:02 PM] Heather Cameron: does it?
[8/13/2014 9:33:08 PM] Heather Cameron: it's not like I can find em
[8/13/2014 9:33:35 PM] Heather Cameron: and I won't tell anyone
[8/13/2014 9:33:46 PM] Heather Cameron: it would cheer me up
[8/13/2014 9:34:21 PM] Heather Cameron: and i need cheering up
[8/13/2014 9:34:24 PM] Heather Cameron: badly
[8/13/2014 9:34:46 PM] Heather Cameron: please?